me and woody!

I love this toy when I get to watch toystory.
Personally felt this movie is good. It had come to the Toystory 3,
but the content is still very touching.


After years, although Woody had grown up,
the director still can make the story very interesting,
by making a storyline where the owner had left all the toys and went to university.
But he still very like all the toys which had been accompany him since he is still a kid.


Most of the time, I felt I am like the main character in it.
I love to keep all my things,
when years pass by, u will see kindergarden books still in some corner of my house.
haha. cause I will keep some.


I have done my spm 5 years ago, but all SPM books are still with me.
Even my sis, who done her SPM last year,
had cleared all her book off.
BUT, u will find mine still there.


May be I am those type of people who like to think the past.
Therefore, if wanna put down something I like, I love, I been through with,
I would said,
"IT'S DEFINITELY HARD FOR ME"


2010 I had been through alot of hard ship in my life.
most of the time, I faced it just myself.
I dun find people when I really faced it.
I started to build wall inside, wall and wall,
wall and wall again.
IT'S SUFFERING.


I know it is not healthy, and I hoped I would I can get out from the situation soon!
I felt I am blessed that I had come to know a group of frens,
they are with me when I am sad,
their supports are with me when I am discourage,
their advice with me when I need some ears!
THEY ARE SO GREAT!
Meeting them as my friend is somehow a blessing of my life.
I had been locked up myself for the last 3 years until i realize I dun have new fren in my circle.
Well, I would said THANKS to every one that participate in my life deeply.


U ALL ARE SO WONDERFUL TO ME!
I love u all, guys and gals.
Also, the spiritual support from certain church friends, cell members,
are always my support!
I will continue my life by living out the best one to glorify God.


Here I go with my prayer,
JESUS, thanks for loving me so much,
thanks for dying on the cross just solely for my life.
THANKS for redeem my sins.


I give u my heart! my whole heart.
I am facing somehow many great frustrating and worries in my life,
which making me so stress.
I might been looking very cheer for people around me,
but I know, deep inside my heart,
ALL I NEED IS YOU IN MY LIFE!!


I can be hehe haha in front of people,
I can be saying "ALRIGHT, I am ALRIGHT" in front of friends,
Besides alright, it might be "NOTHING", "I AM OKAY".
I don't want all these fake expression.
I just want to be truely with YOU in Your presence.


Lord, thefore, draw me closer and closer to You.
I NEED U, I NEED U!


Let me:
FORGETTING THE PAST,
STRAINING FORWARD WHAT IS AHEAD.




In Jesus' name I prayed, Amen!