Was just passed by a funeral service nearby my house. It was an old people I think in the house. It made me to recall back the moment I celebrate my CNY with both of my grandma from father and mother side. and I realized, for the past two years, I dun celebrate it with enjoyable.
Year 2009, one of my grandma was admitted during the reunion dinner, 3 days after, she came out. While we have our combined dinner again on the 7th day of the CNY, kakak in the house called and told us that grandma was very suffered. We all stopped eating and rush back. My cousin brother straightly reverse his car and send my grandma to hospital immediately. We waited outside emergency room until settled down. My CNY is like living in a fear and not enjoyable at all.
By the way, she passed away in the 1st day of Raya in the year ='( I was so sad for her going. As I will lose a grandma forever. When the day she passed away, my another grandma was admitted. We tot it was just small case for her to admitted. But after we settled down the funeral, she is already in ICU. Doctor suggested us to have an earlier preparation. I was not even say the last words to her ='( this is the most regret in my life. As it was actually break for me, I went there everyday to visit her with my parents. Unfortunately, she also passed away after my another grandma passed away for 10 days. I had two funeral sections in just a fortnight. I couldn't accepted it at all. I lose both of my grandma in just that fortnight??
Therefore, we dun celebrate CNY last year. We sat in my auntie's house during the whole CNY and prepared for my exam. As scare off people very pantang. My CNY is depress and sorrow. This year, we can celebrate it more enjoyable I think. Hoped so!!
The most important thing during the CNY is not the decoration, not the ang pow, not the food. For me, the most important is the REUNION between human and human. I always tell my students, always loved your grandpa and grandma, if not, everything will be late....
Therefore, grab ur chance and wish them.!!!!
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