25/12/11@christmas

Merry Christmas..
Today is Christmas. Everybody will make a wish when Christmas is arriving.
As we believe the new year come!

today what I receive from God is FAITH, HOPE, LOVE..
this was so so great..

I had my own Christmas wishlist too..

this year, I make a special wishlist to God.
And it was a just remain a SECRET btw me and God..!
GOd, make it happen and miracles for me.
I believe I am the blessed one..!

THANK YOU LORD.... for your born in the world had been a miracles for me..
I believe, I will have many many miracles happen on me soon...!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jesus..!

21/12/11@devotion

耶和華我們的主阿，你的名在全地何其美。你將你的榮耀彰顯於天。 (詩 8:1)

主啊，谢谢你让我学会在苦难中依靠你。虽然这苦难尚未过去，但孩子的心中是就是有莫名的喜乐。孩子心中天天充满感恩，因为你让孩子看见自己有何等的恩典，使我成为一个智慧人，有知识。我以认识你的典章为乐。阿们！

20/12/11@devotion

列王记下4：1-37
我们的器皿决定上帝油的份量！上帝不会把器皿连同油＂变＂给我们，但他先要我们为他预备器皿，好叫他能够倒油进我们的器皿。我们预备多少个器皿，他就准备多少的油！阿们！

19/12/11@devotion

那時，敬畏耶和華的彼此談論。耶和華側耳而聽，且有紀念冊在他面前，記錄那敬畏耶和華思念他名的人。 (瑪 3:16)

Lord, let me to serious in knowing Your name. Let our lives to live Your name up on high every time.

19/12/11@working life

Result had out. "Maaf, Nama anda tidak disenarai."

He said that all remaining gstt will be given new contract but with old condition. This is good news. But problem is, I have never received any contract yet, it mean? It let us vy blur... I read few languages of newspaper, but still vy blurrrr.

简简单单。这是我的祷告。教育部说15号，我就放长双眼等，怎知，15号是他说，19号会有揭晓。我就看你怎样横行。

明年的路，吃粥吃饭就看副首相和魏部长讲什么了。而我的决定就是，一旦临教的福利被夺走，如日薪计算薪水，公职金没有了，那我也会告诉他我没有了！

其实我的心很沉重，因为没有教会的任何人向我问问情况。至少，一个祷告，一个安慰也好嘛！所以，我更加不开心！每个人好像自己忙自己的东西。很怕很怕！主啊，让教会再热起来！

14/12/11@LIfe

Lord, I sincerely pray to You that lead me to be in Your way, not people way or my way...
cause I don't want to get lose with You, Lord...
Lord, You will teach me right?

Lord, there is so much of struggles inside me...
Can You clear them off too?

Lord, I wish to have great intimacy with You....
Can You help me to know You more?

Lord, I want to know You through Your words more,
You will teach me right?

Lord, please answer my prayers.
In Jesus' name I prayed, AMEN!

08/12/11@life

Lord, the gstt news had been spreading all over Malaysia. the whole Penisular Malaysia had been asked for taklimat in different date. Lord, this is serious issues on the children in Malaysia. But at the year of 2012, they have been neglected. Lord, why? why they can use children's future for that? Lord, how? Lord, what to do?

I am struggle. Lord.
what I shall do next, Lord?
Leave? Stay? Change job? Full time?

Lord, the calling seem earlier.
But, is that the time?

Lord, how?
How I am gonna tell my parents if that call is real?

Lord, what to do?
If I change job, what the suit one for me?

Lord, I had a lot of question marks. =(

06/12/11@home

Call to ppd today to enquiry on the vacancy of GSTT. And I got a disappoint ans.

"kami belum dapat borang gstt lagi, kemungkinan besar daerah kami sudah cukup guru."

Shocked and thank the operator in a polite way. Erm, disappoint at all

5/12/11@home

什么来的？为什么酱的？你哪里可以为了自己的利益和牺牲我们的前途。好没有保障叻！值不值得去呢？临教这条路真的很难走，很坎坷，很弯曲，很没有大志！

我们其实都很像服务下去，但似乎很刻薄。我们也是一班有负担的人，也要生活，你拿走我们的津贴，我们吃什么？你12月不给我们薪水，我们怎样开饭？

对不起，上帝。我真的对马来西亚失望了。我的心伤透，我不明白为什么那些说要为民服务的政治人员再搞些什么。