Thank you for giving to the Lord,

• 神给了我这首歌！
I dreamed I went to Heaven, you were there with me.
We walked upon the streets of gold beside the Crystal Sea.
We heard the angels singing, then someone called your name.
You turned and saw this young man, and he was smiling as he came.He said, "Friend you may not know me now," and then he said, "But wait -
You used to teach my Sunday School, when I was only eight.
And every week you would say a prayer before the class would start.
And one day when you said that prayer,
I asked Jesus in my heart."


Chorus
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.
Then another man stood before you, he said "Remember the time,
A missionary came to your church, His pictures made you cry.
You didn't have much money but you gave it anyway.
Jesus took that gift you gave
And that's why I'm in Heaven today"


Chorus
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.
One by one they came, far as your eyes could see.
Each life somehow touched by your generosity.
Little things that you had done, sacrifices that you made,
They were unnoticed on this earth
In Heaven now proclaimed.


Chorus
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave.
And I know up in Heaven you're not supposed to cry
But I am almost sure there were tears in your eyes
As Jesus took your hand and you stood before the Lord
He said "My child look around you,
Great is your reward."


Chorus
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am a life that was changed.
Thank you for giving to the Lord,
I am so glad you gave,
I am so glad you gave.

好好好久没写部落格了。很像把所有的心情一一诉说，但时间真的很有限。
好友走了后，自己也偷偷哭了好几回。看到她每个留言，心里很想哭，却要默默的祝福她。每次为她祷告时，眼眶都会湿透，这可能可以证实我俩的友情吧！

刚从马六甲回来，探望了另一个和我出生入死的姐妹，看见她在那儿的成长，心中也只有感恩。至少她能够从被封锁的环境里走出去，去享受她的青春。

很像离开，很想！离开雪兰莪州，离开现在的工作。不是因为教师不好做，而是我看不到未来。我看不到马来西亚教育部的前景。工作量也越来越多，好象山这么高。下来的三个月，kuantan- singapore- negeri sembilan- pahang- sekinchan- cousin's wedding- ah ma gong de- sabah- hat yai- phuket- penang- langkawi. 哪里有时间休息？

当我看到教育政策时，我的心开始心灰意冷，我看不到马来西亚教育方针的所在。我真的适合做老师吗？还是是时候出来闯闯了？我很想找人倾谈我的未来，让他或她给我少许意见，但看看身边，却没有几个人愿意听下来借我耳朵了。因为大家都在忙。我觉得这样的环境很可怕！

我要22岁了，这感觉很可怕。怕自己一事无成。

我学会了在心灰意冷时仰望上帝，因为我没有选择！更要学习如何跨越约旦河。你问我，我开心吗？在这个时候，我只可以说，我的心很纳闷。但昨天牧师却用这句话鼓励我，我的心哪，你为何忧闷？为何在我里面发愁？你当仰望神，因他笑脸帮助我还要称赞他。你是我的神，你是我脸上的光荣。我就走到深的祭坛，到我最喜乐的神哪里，弹琴称颂你！求你带领我，走过！