Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
A sigh
Well, I come to another peak of life Lord.
When daddy and mom come with financial crisis when the van broke down, I was feeling so upset.
I felt I am burdened up when I see the savings gor them had thrown out on a depreciate value asset, I felt I'm helpless for them.
Don't?
I wish I can take all my money out fr the bank n tell them, "tis is wat o have, n I hoped I can help".
I start to frustrated on the coming time. When if my parents need a huge spending on their healthcare, will I able to give them the best caring with the job n salary I earned now?
The portion I have now is really more than enough for me, but in future time??? It is still a question mark.
Dad, mom n brother are just closest family members I have before I have my own family in coming. Of crs I wish I camn be the best provider for them.
I feel lose when I ever seem to be a purpose-driven person.
Lord, I know I need u at the moment. To drive me, to guide me, to lead me, to console me.
When daddy and mom come with financial crisis when the van broke down, I was feeling so upset.
I felt I am burdened up when I see the savings gor them had thrown out on a depreciate value asset, I felt I'm helpless for them.
Don't?
I wish I can take all my money out fr the bank n tell them, "tis is wat o have, n I hoped I can help".
I start to frustrated on the coming time. When if my parents need a huge spending on their healthcare, will I able to give them the best caring with the job n salary I earned now?
The portion I have now is really more than enough for me, but in future time??? It is still a question mark.
Dad, mom n brother are just closest family members I have before I have my own family in coming. Of crs I wish I camn be the best provider for them.
I feel lose when I ever seem to be a purpose-driven person.
Lord, I know I need u at the moment. To drive me, to guide me, to lead me, to console me.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Meet an unreasonable parent today, and his saying makes my day dropping with tears.
well, thanks Lord that I can get ride after cry, wipe tears.
Thanks all the friends' support and advice given to me.
Ur words of encouragements touch my heart anyway how.
Huge thanks.
I was praying for the child.
I really hoped he know what the best for himself.
And his dad, really.
Pray that he know what he is doing, for his son.
God, grand me strength in the journey.
I need u anyway.,
well, thanks Lord that I can get ride after cry, wipe tears.
Thanks all the friends' support and advice given to me.
Ur words of encouragements touch my heart anyway how.
Huge thanks.
I was praying for the child.
I really hoped he know what the best for himself.
And his dad, really.
Pray that he know what he is doing, for his son.
God, grand me strength in the journey.
I need u anyway.,
Sunday, June 12, 2011
2nd half 2011
Look onto a pack schedule on next half. Scared.
18 Jun- Teachers' gathering
2 July- Melaka
3-5 July- National Prayer Meeting
10 July- UPSR Seminars
17 July- Olympic Run
30 July- Wedding
6-7 Aug- Famine 30/ Thesis Meeting
14 Aug- UPSR Seminar
27-30 Aug- Youth Camp
18 Sept- Thesis Meeting
1 Oct- Wedding
16 Oct- VIVA
28-30 Oct- Grandma funeral 3 years
19-21 Nov- Convo Trip
Still got more and more will come in sudden. But most of above is really heavy edi. Lord, let me to be fruitful in all ways.
18 Jun- Teachers' gathering
2 July- Melaka
3-5 July- National Prayer Meeting
10 July- UPSR Seminars
17 July- Olympic Run
30 July- Wedding
6-7 Aug- Famine 30/ Thesis Meeting
14 Aug- UPSR Seminar
27-30 Aug- Youth Camp
18 Sept- Thesis Meeting
1 Oct- Wedding
16 Oct- VIVA
28-30 Oct- Grandma funeral 3 years
19-21 Nov- Convo Trip
Still got more and more will come in sudden. But most of above is really heavy edi. Lord, let me to be fruitful in all ways.
Friday, June 10, 2011
10 June
神的话语说：敬畏耶和华是智慧的开端，认识至圣者便是智慧人！
对！对！昨天：
回到家里，拿出圣经，打开箴言，非常奇妙，
句句扎心，非常感恩，上帝提醒，智慧重要，
不应缺少，还要祈求，更信靠神，不要疑惑，
生活烦躁，求主帮助，给与力量，重新得力，
在主面前，高歌赞美，心存感恩，得力秘诀，
还要回应，主的大爱，因他大能，不断提醒，
我爱上帝，尽心尽力，尽性尽意，永不后悔。
烦的事情很多，但主的手没有离开。
伤心事情也不少，但主是我的安慰。
狂风暴雨虽近，但主是我的避难所。
我不能停止赞美、感恩。
因我不能接受停留，我要向上攀爬。
即使有多么的辛苦，知道上帝是我的支持、我的靠山。
我不能够没有上帝，因为上帝很爱我。
所以我要常用神的话语肯定自己，让我在他里面。
我是属耶稣的，因此我有能力胜过这世界。
耶稣说：我就是道路、真理和生命，
他。。是我的道路，我踩在其上，就看到前方。
他。。使我得真理，我拥有他，就可以辨别人的心思和神的意念。
他。。是我的生命，因为我不能想象我失去神的那一片刻，有多黑暗，有多恐怖。
我要好好爱神，放开世俗，进入永恒的呼召。
奖赏在神，冠冕他赐，永恒在前，认真奔跑。
天堂道路，要进窄门，奔向永恒，是我梦想。
我们活着，仅几十年，为何蹉跎，咱们岁月？
相信耶稣，前方引领，永远事奉，永生的神！
这是我的，恳切呼求，恳求上帝，恩手带领。
对！对！昨天：
回到家里，拿出圣经，打开箴言，非常奇妙，
句句扎心，非常感恩，上帝提醒，智慧重要，
不应缺少，还要祈求，更信靠神，不要疑惑，
生活烦躁，求主帮助，给与力量，重新得力，
在主面前，高歌赞美，心存感恩，得力秘诀，
还要回应，主的大爱，因他大能，不断提醒，
我爱上帝，尽心尽力，尽性尽意，永不后悔。
烦的事情很多，但主的手没有离开。
伤心事情也不少，但主是我的安慰。
狂风暴雨虽近，但主是我的避难所。
我不能停止赞美、感恩。
因我不能接受停留，我要向上攀爬。
即使有多么的辛苦，知道上帝是我的支持、我的靠山。
我不能够没有上帝，因为上帝很爱我。
所以我要常用神的话语肯定自己，让我在他里面。
我是属耶稣的，因此我有能力胜过这世界。
耶稣说：我就是道路、真理和生命，
他。。是我的道路，我踩在其上，就看到前方。
他。。使我得真理，我拥有他，就可以辨别人的心思和神的意念。
他。。是我的生命，因为我不能想象我失去神的那一片刻，有多黑暗，有多恐怖。
我要好好爱神，放开世俗，进入永恒的呼召。
奖赏在神，冠冕他赐，永恒在前，认真奔跑。
天堂道路，要进窄门，奔向永恒，是我梦想。
我们活着，仅几十年，为何蹉跎，咱们岁月？
相信耶稣，前方引领，永远事奉，永生的神！
这是我的，恳切呼求，恳求上帝，恩手带领。
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Worship
Worship the Lord with all your strength. I love the way I am worshipping the Lord. As when I worship, I felt God's presence is upon me and the every lyrics I sing, become my strength and motivation to move on. When there is many things to think about, feel free to worship the Lord.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
日子一天一天过了，我发觉我越来越爱你，甚至不能自拔。
我很想告诉我自己，什么才是最重要，然后去追求，且不停止。
但也很想告诉你，我真的放不下你，因为我真的把感情放进去了。
你。每天在我脑海里闪来闪去。。
你。每天面子书浏览时，第一个想到的就是想要知道你的近况。
你。似乎在我生活里有了一席位子。
我。曾很肯定的告诉自己，我不能。
我。曾很确认的告诉自己，我爱神。
我。曾很坚定的告诉自己，我在意。
这一些，现在似乎开始迷糊了。
因为我在生活里发现你的影子常伴，导致我不能够再给我自己一个不爱你的理由。
也许，我很想尝试那些曾经拥有的感觉，但我里面仍然有个律。
我是一个随和的人，对！
但对于我的计划、我的梦想、我的人生，我还持有我执着的一面。
你可能会笑我很愚蠢，说我很天真，但这就是我。
今天，我在教会带领儿童营会。我在众小孩前作教导，我教他们宣告，教他们祷告。教他们敬拜，教他们怎样更爱神。
我看到他们的认真，我看到他们的专心，我看到他们都把从神透过我讲的话，放进去了。
但我也知道，我不可以超越那个律，因为有许多的弟弟妹妹们在以我为榜样。
还有我的领袖，组员们，青少年。他们都在以我为傲。
我不可以，不可以！
我真的很辛苦了，真的！
我要怎麽办？神，I need you.
我很想告诉我自己，什么才是最重要，然后去追求，且不停止。
但也很想告诉你，我真的放不下你，因为我真的把感情放进去了。
你。每天在我脑海里闪来闪去。。
你。每天面子书浏览时，第一个想到的就是想要知道你的近况。
你。似乎在我生活里有了一席位子。
我。曾很肯定的告诉自己，我不能。
我。曾很确认的告诉自己，我爱神。
我。曾很坚定的告诉自己，我在意。
这一些，现在似乎开始迷糊了。
因为我在生活里发现你的影子常伴，导致我不能够再给我自己一个不爱你的理由。
也许，我很想尝试那些曾经拥有的感觉，但我里面仍然有个律。
我是一个随和的人，对！
但对于我的计划、我的梦想、我的人生，我还持有我执着的一面。
你可能会笑我很愚蠢，说我很天真，但这就是我。
今天，我在教会带领儿童营会。我在众小孩前作教导，我教他们宣告，教他们祷告。教他们敬拜，教他们怎样更爱神。
我看到他们的认真，我看到他们的专心，我看到他们都把从神透过我讲的话，放进去了。
但我也知道，我不可以超越那个律，因为有许多的弟弟妹妹们在以我为榜样。
还有我的领袖，组员们，青少年。他们都在以我为傲。
我不可以，不可以！
我真的很辛苦了，真的！
我要怎麽办？神，I need you.
7 June
today sharing was great. God reminded me again with the verse of Rom 12:1-2
How could it be if my God is not with me. I remember I received this verse as ang pow this year from the church new year celebration. And I forgot, but today, it reminds me. thanks God.
1 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Lord. Really. I was out because of him. Today I really have the prayer for you. Help me forget if he is not mine. Or let me have faith to pray for him. I really need that willing heart. I can't keep u to stay in me like that. I need breakthrough, I need achieve to another level. I don't want lose the relationship with God with a world thing.
Pastor's sharing is touching my heart. He said, world could tell us the sociable way is the bigger but God said His path is narrow, the bigger road bring death. Yes. Don't look at self any more. when the pro predict that the world doom day is on 2012, but how far we have prepared ourselves to see God. No more time other than win souls for God.
China heart touch me. Yes, I am Chinese that loved God. This fact will never changed. Love you Jesus.
How could it be if my God is not with me. I remember I received this verse as ang pow this year from the church new year celebration. And I forgot, but today, it reminds me. thanks God.
1 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Lord. Really. I was out because of him. Today I really have the prayer for you. Help me forget if he is not mine. Or let me have faith to pray for him. I really need that willing heart. I can't keep u to stay in me like that. I need breakthrough, I need achieve to another level. I don't want lose the relationship with God with a world thing.
Pastor's sharing is touching my heart. He said, world could tell us the sociable way is the bigger but God said His path is narrow, the bigger road bring death. Yes. Don't look at self any more. when the pro predict that the world doom day is on 2012, but how far we have prepared ourselves to see God. No more time other than win souls for God.
China heart touch me. Yes, I am Chinese that loved God. This fact will never changed. Love you Jesus.
Monday, June 6, 2011
2011 Mission Trip
There is 3 years I don't go for mission trip. Fantastic experience after this trip.
I was sick before this trip and make me mess up many things. But thanks God I have a group of warriors to fight with me along the process. I was recovered after the next day.
On Friday, we have our last rehearsal for the trip. At the moment, we are actually prepare NOTHING for the trip and yet we just start that day. I personally thanks all the youths for giving the time to the Lord. Really, they make it. We just practise what as planned and we don't feel the smooth but roughly we just run through and we end about 10.30pm. After tidied up, I was really off, really off until I need to open my eyes very purposely to drive back.
On Saturday. to ready my spirit in a deeper way, I attended the dawn prayer meeting in church before I depart. I felt this is important as I feel I didn't prepare well myself. At about 9 o'clock, we departed.
I never tot that orang asli trip is so so isolated until we need to really pass through jungle and jungle and also stepped on many bull shit only we can arrived. We have been in the car for 4 hours and every one is tired and sleep. When reached, I also bo liak edi. We just sing songs and lead them in some service programs, that's all.
I have been go to 5 villages in total. Deep inside my heart, I felt sad for them, especially the kids. Some of them start dropping school when they are just 9 years old. I asked one of the girl, what is her ambition. guess what she said? "Penjual sayur". I'm like shocked. Cause I will never listen this from a children in the town. Their life is so senang bcz of the funds provided until they have neglect their identity as the elder son of the land in Malaysia. Most of them are seem lose the keen to work bcz of the fund provided to them. God really called me to love them more.
I feel their warm heart, I feel their sincerely to God, I feel how God deeply love them, I feel how they are happy with just junk foods we brought to them. I enjoyed each moment be with them.
And also my cell members. They are so great, wonderful. Each of them have a serving heart to God. And this is the most I want to appreciate. Without them, things will not be success and running so smooth. Their corporation in giving out to the Lord is really priceless! They act well, sing well, play guitar well, play well. They are so interesting. I believe this will be first time experience for many of them, and I believe too God had really raised them up in His kingdom purpose. Amen!
I was sick before this trip and make me mess up many things. But thanks God I have a group of warriors to fight with me along the process. I was recovered after the next day.
On Friday, we have our last rehearsal for the trip. At the moment, we are actually prepare NOTHING for the trip and yet we just start that day. I personally thanks all the youths for giving the time to the Lord. Really, they make it. We just practise what as planned and we don't feel the smooth but roughly we just run through and we end about 10.30pm. After tidied up, I was really off, really off until I need to open my eyes very purposely to drive back.
On Saturday. to ready my spirit in a deeper way, I attended the dawn prayer meeting in church before I depart. I felt this is important as I feel I didn't prepare well myself. At about 9 o'clock, we departed.
I never tot that orang asli trip is so so isolated until we need to really pass through jungle and jungle and also stepped on many bull shit only we can arrived. We have been in the car for 4 hours and every one is tired and sleep. When reached, I also bo liak edi. We just sing songs and lead them in some service programs, that's all.
I have been go to 5 villages in total. Deep inside my heart, I felt sad for them, especially the kids. Some of them start dropping school when they are just 9 years old. I asked one of the girl, what is her ambition. guess what she said? "Penjual sayur". I'm like shocked. Cause I will never listen this from a children in the town. Their life is so senang bcz of the funds provided until they have neglect their identity as the elder son of the land in Malaysia. Most of them are seem lose the keen to work bcz of the fund provided to them. God really called me to love them more.
I feel their warm heart, I feel their sincerely to God, I feel how God deeply love them, I feel how they are happy with just junk foods we brought to them. I enjoyed each moment be with them.
And also my cell members. They are so great, wonderful. Each of them have a serving heart to God. And this is the most I want to appreciate. Without them, things will not be success and running so smooth. Their corporation in giving out to the Lord is really priceless! They act well, sing well, play guitar well, play well. They are so interesting. I believe this will be first time experience for many of them, and I believe too God had really raised them up in His kingdom purpose. Amen!
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