你的大方，你的慷慨，又吸引了我，
我在你身上找到许多的优点，但到最后还是有一条线，却不能超越。。。
太多的事情等着我去做，导致我真的没有时间去烦，去想。
但一旦有时间，我的脑海就出现了你。。真不明白！

假期过了四天，还没恢复心情完成那还未完成的工作和课业。
真的很想你能在旁给与鼓励。。。

我犯了一个律，似乎出轨了。。。千万不要！不要！

just simple will do!

Attending a dinner by Hong Leong Assurancd today.
Learning quite full today ESP on the way to socialise.
Felt im coming out fr kampung... Haha..
Deeply inside my heart I'm questioning: why ppl can earn such much money?"
Well, I'd said, nothing achieve without giving out...

I knew the investment bringing great return.. But just not my bowl.
I start to think off many things.
Well, there are a lot of things are surrounding me recently.
N I was to say, I'm out of track until I wish to escape n flee from here.
Holiday is near, it's time!!!

There are many more I am hiding which I wish so much for a person to listen to me.
I had heard s lot. But the source is not there.
I'm pretending strong? Maybe.
I wish so much I can lend a pair of ears which I can talk to.

Too much I'm observe, explore, experience.
N most of the times, I learned to swallow down into my stomach.
I'm a poor explorer bloggie. I am...

Can I get out all these by just having You? I'm out.. I'm

神哪，我又出问题了！到底是怎么一回事？

久别的bloggie,你好！真的很多天没有探望你了。
这几天真的很忙，给我几天的时间，我会用照片来证明一切！

弟兄，谢谢你今天的分享！！

哦！今天去了两个较少去的地方，很轻松、很自在、没有压力，非常喜欢这样的感觉！
Celia,Lek Bai, Li hui, Zheng bin, grace Quah, ken 和我的sister ，谢谢你们的陪伴

今天牧师分享了一句我认为是神给我的话。她说：现在的时代越来越邪恶，很多事情会把我们放在混乱中，特别是我们的信仰。。。。这句话听了很多次，以弗所书5章也有讲过，就今天特别大领悟。。。如果是这样，可以怎么样呢？她也给了我们解决方法，就是一定要连接于神，扎根在神的话语上，做个柔和谦卑的人。。。

今天牧师教导我们要怎样听预言，原来并不是每个人都有预言的恩赐。但秘诀在你认识上帝有多深。。。如果失去了神的话语，等于失去了生命。。牧师一直再强调，没有了神的话语，我们就会很像个计时炸弹，随时都会被引爆。。。

今天得着主很深，在敬拜、在服事祷告中都是，眼泪都在眼眶下溜了出来，很感动。抓到了应许，是时候为主打那美好的战。不知道神会怎样用我，只管大声告诉神，我在这里，请你差遣我！阿门

我开始觉得有点奇怪。你很冷淡！

就这样哦主，是你赐给我生命，说不出心中，你对我多重要！

今天，很累。教了很多个小时！
神哪。我真的需要你！
看到的问题太多，知道的事情也不少，
但我知道，神很爱我，他要我学习克服、面对、成长！

我们开始疏远了。这也许是好事。
您的离开，让我开始专注，因为我不需再拿着电话，一直给你发信息。
我的电话费也减少了很多。
分开是最好的选择，让大家在远距离思想对方。
我觉得我思想不一样了。。你啊，不要勉强自己了。休息一回吧！

我选择跟随神的原则。所以我要专心爱神、用心爱他！

我们活着时因信心的缘故！

信心
非常深的一个领受。。好久没有操练信心了。。。
似乎对它有点陌生。。
不用紧，要操练要操练！

just back from a wedding dinner of my previous youth leader. It's awesome.
Witness that with my own eyes. He, Yoong Chen is one of my respect leader.
Yea, finally he and his partner can walk on red carpet before God.
I was so proud for them.

I like the Yam Sing moment, where we changed it to "zhu fu" and also "blessing".. LIKE LIKE LIKE.
I met back my previous church members.
So touch they still remember me.

Was sit with a group of A4J committee, learn a lot from them.
Youth having prize awarding ceremony for movie clip today.
It was awesome too.
Congratulation Queen for being award as the best female actor.

LORD, lastly, thanks for today. I love You.

6 May

日子过得很快叻。抓摸不到！
今天休息了一会后，有点思念你的感觉，但我知道我需要克服！
星期日就是我的最后一科考试了。希望我能专心，好好考好！

5 May

Bloggie, I missed you.
It was quite a long period I don't talk to u.
It was busy week aheading.
I just come back from a camp.
Threw a lot, but feel the GREAT peace in me.

I had put down you in the heart finally.
Felt the power of Holy spirit is work within me so that I can release u into a blessed relationship.
I apologized on what I did last time to you and ur partner.
Here I am to bless u both in Jesus' name.

Life still go on.
add oil!