Feb 28

来到了二月的最后一天。。

原本真的很想感恩整个月里发生的事。。

从开心到流泪，从高潮到沉默，每一件事。。

很想向主一一倾诉。。

但却被她的一句话打消了所有一切的念头。。

没有人能够明白现在我想做的，

我很想找个人明白我，并默默支持我，给我鼓励。。。

发觉身边的人很公事化。。。很现实。。

惟有啃咽下去，把它再次藏在心里。。

今天，把自己完全放进温习功课的心情里。。。考试将到了！

感谢主，让我很轻易地把准备做完。。并在明天就可以开始了！

希望这几天能好好处理自己的情绪。。

并不会影响我的考试。。

发觉我的情绪管理并不是很好。。。。

太多要顾虑，太多要争执。。

很累。。很累。。。

最后选择，你要讲你慢慢讲，我选择沉默！

发现你真的越来越不讲理、失去理智。。。

但我选择偷偷把自己藏起来。。。

回到我的世界里！

Feb 27

went for class in morning.

getting a lot in information about international finance management.

let me to broaden my knowledge.

Thanks, Mr Syed Kadir.

Well, after this class,

symbolize stress start where exam is on next week.

A lot of to study.

Lord, please add me strength.

Had a good nap after class.

Rested although it's just a short while.

Mah Mun Yee and ah tuck came my house just now.

have a good chat with them just now.

well, heading my revision before exam.

Planned for revision:

Sunday, Monday - MCQ of 70 Questions

Tuesday, Wednesday - Doing 14 essays Questions.

Thursday, Friday, Saturday- study study!

After that I will totally rested for two weeks. yea.

Lord, lead me.

just like told by two classmates today.

"I can see u are not clever, but u are hardworking".

Oh, I am a fool actually.

haha, it's God, make me got wisdom.

who I am without God.

yes, when we putting efforts,

u will see changes.

Amen,! hope all things go well this week

Feb 26

Tired day. went to medical check up today. thanks God where all in NORMAL>
Spending whole day in the church, practise, youth, practise, service. It was terrible tired each time after on stage. the spiritual war behind is strong,

Well, I need to give thank for today as I learn a lot tru each conversation. thanks God for let me to grow =)

Feb 25

sorry late here. Just finish chatting with a "friend", it is International financial management.

a great tired day today. just done my coursework, not saying much, just hope can pass with distinction. =)

Feb 24

雨天

哭了一整天。好像都是雨天。我的二十岁都充满了眼泪。驱车出去补习时，喊了一轮！回到家重新面对问题，又再苦了一场。倾盆大雨似乎降下，很想找个人明白我，并借我耳朵述说这种心情。可是。。。。。却找不着！

很想停止所面对的压力，但一手遮天不是最好的解决方案！

难道永远只有我为你们着想，你们就不能站在我的立场想想吗？

难道趁年轻多赚一点，多存一点，有错吗？

难道为自己未来想想，有错吗？

难道为自己未来铺上更好的路，而牺牲现在，有错吗？

我才21岁，所面对的问题已经是很多了。

很想你们是最支持我的那位，但你们却。。。。。

一个鸦雀无声，一个置之不理，一个就是不讲理。。

我认为你们都是最爱我的人，你们也是我最爱的人，

但在我最需要你们的支持、鼓励、肯定、呵护、安慰时，

你们却彻底地令我失望了。。。。

我想要从你们得到的，一样都没有。。

反之，还加多一脚，使我开始觉得你们好像离我越来越远。。越来越远！

我看着你们离开，留下我一个人在独个儿哭泣！

我所承受的已经过于我能承受的。。但感谢神，我知道唯有神一直都没有离开过我！

一位姐妹告诉我，这也许也是一件好事。。。

因为当你觉得你的容量已经满了，神会为你加添一个更大的容量。。。

新酒就要流进去，让你的生命成为更多人的祝福。。。

神哪，我真的很渺小，我无法承担这些迎面而来的压力。但如果这时你应允的，求你让我拿出力量来，面对！向这些问题宣战：我有一位比你们这些问题更大的上帝！

我需要你！

Feb 23

was rushing today. but failed to make the appointment for check up and also sumpah. the nurses there are rude and I don't like. And the pegawai sumpah had been admitted. huh. Was went to Peroduo showroom today. hehe. looking for a new car.

Days continue to make myself pretty... yeah, for dinner today. I wear a black and white dress, LIKE it. with make up. Managed to take photos with my teacher, Mr Chew. I respect him very much. Some how, he changed my perspective towards Maths. =)

hmm, quite lucky today. Get RM100 in the lucky draw.. I hold number 2 where this number seem very less chance, but it is there. huh. SHOCKED.

well, thanks God for today where every one being cheer up. Although tired, still, very happy. I thankeed God for today.

Made a decision today whereby to go back to the words of God seriously. That follow the principles, applied them into life. Amen

Feb 22

Hmm, have really fainted down today. Last time never that tired like that. But it's just starting of the week. TERRIBLE~

I love those Sejarah classes today. I enjoy every moment when shared sejarah. hehe. Calling up an ex-colleague, was blessed with her advices. Hope I can really wait and find the ONE. Thanks, khai yee.

One of my friend is leaving to Singapore. Soon and sooner, more and more will leaving too, some for study and some for work, some even migrate. This is life I think. No matter how it is, I just prayed that each of us, can live our life to the best, towards the great calling in life. Never quit, never give up on dream until achieve it.

Along the way, I learn, we are still young and this is time for us to really fight for future. Nevertheless, society might tell us that we are just still a kids, but we got to prove that to them, we are builder of the country. I thanked God that He puts me in some where I love most, I passion most. I hoped, I can still, love the passion.! yea!

Feb 21

Receive offer letter today. happy as it is a rise in salary. although not much, but at least help to reduce burden of mine. thanks God.

Having a good time with Era students. Well, it could be a busy week if didn't plan the week well. huh. add oil, jenny.

Receiving a news that a friend will leave to Singapore for career sooner. bless him in everything. Was just settling the year end trip arrangement, hope we have a best time through..

Settled something very mature today. thanks God for allowing me for the victory achieve. I know, this victory not from me alone, but is You, holy spirit. Hoped I can really put down myself.

It is tired, but enjoy the way u are, and u will find different. Jenny, it's time, come back. to the heart of worship.

I coming back to the heart of worship,

and it's all about You,

it's all about You Jesus

I'm sorry Lord for the things I made it,

It's all about You,

It's all about You,

JESUS~

Feb 20

class resume today. International Financial Management. Was requested by the groupmates for represent all to have presentation. very stress at that time. realized, I am not really good in understanding business view. Those concepts seem strange for me. I must work hard for this edi.

Done all, but understanding is just, may be 50% of that. Like frog in the well. Poor in presentation skill. abit disappointed but thanks all groupmates for the support given in the process.

It was an unhappy scene today with a guy. not understand why he use my phone miss-calling some1 just to kidding with the people. what is that? but overall, satisfy with classes today, just tired in keeping all notes. During process, take few photos to relax. recording the journey that we are been through together.

sereen & moon - concentrate on searching

Steven- concentrating on reading and get information

Jenny- relaxing by actually very stress with presentation sooner

Just come back from yum cha with friend. the blow water is somehow benefit me and awaken me for something. But still, need sometime to deal with all that.

Journey of life never easy, but it is not tough if u rely fully on God. Let Him to paint u through. And one day, u will see how proud u are where u been through all these in your life. =)

Feb 19

teaching today in morning. Enjoy with 3Z, 3W, 4W, 5S. Great students and fellowship. Receiving two chocolates and a thanks card today. Amazingly, one choco is from Japan from a study disability student. And another one is from a laziest student. I punished him always but in return, I still get choco?? haha

Went church for youth service at noon. heart break when saw something. well, still get on and believe. Having dinner with Pei Ling (a new friend) and also Steven's cell. good chatting with the group. Kinda fun and enjoy.

Love worship today. Jesus is my best friend. and eternity living in our heart. Children class today was good especially the game part. Just sharing time is not really enough. Was headache with a boy, must really spend time  pray for him and talk to him liao. Touch when see the children volunteer themselves for tasks. Challenges distribute today and hope them can completed it during this week. May God bless them.

When I about to back, chat with a 6 years old girl sitting on the staircase. She shares her cornflakes with me. Was happy when about to leave, she and her sister is shouting "Bye bye Jenny jie jie". So pure is the children heart.

Class start tomolo, heard that it's theory, hope can pass with distinction too. God, lead me through.

2010年2月18日

Windy day

Mood was up and down today. To control myself, I keep silent off to every single I meet today. Never talk even a sentence to her today even all my friends. frustrated when see her, so better keep myself OFF OFF!

Start co-curriculum today. Was just tired, but enjoy.

Realized, it was very dangerous to teach or talk in bad mood. Once I am silent, must really aware. Well, need to really keep control. =)

Having king of fruits- durian just now. Nice! thanks uncle!

No feeling that today is a friday. tomorrow have replacement class and church. It seem be long time I didn't attend a sabbath day.

2010年2月17日

雨天

原本今天没有什么事情发生，但却在日子的尾端，给最爱我的人和我最爱的人弄哭了。
其实，真的只想好好心平气和和地和你谈，但你的表达方式却让我痛苦了一场。。。。
我知道，你知道，我们彼此都不能满足对方的要求、期待。。。

我只想好好分析，不想弄巧反拙。。
我只想告诉你状况，不想搞得鸡犬不宁。。。
我只想好好花时间和你们谈谈，不想自作主张，
但换来的是？？？
从眼眶中流下好像河流般的眼泪。。。。
不停的流呀流，流呀流。。。

我不想用眼泪老解决问题，但即使最刚强的人，也有最软弱的一面。。
我已经长大，但却像一个温室里的小花一样，什么事都没有自己的主见。。

有很多事，只有我懂，你不懂，因为怕说了出来会伤害到你。你是我最爱、最尊敬的人，我不想看到事情走到最极端。。

当令我更伤心的是，在我流泪时，另外一个人竟不闻世事般地坐在一旁，鸦雀无声，二话不说。难道你就不可以也一样表达一下吗？支持一两句吗？我真的不知道！！！！

2010年2月16日

shiny day

Nothing special happen today. went to work as usual. take nap as usual. go church for prayer meeting.

Si Mu sicked, just now prayed together with Esther and Kelly for her. Hope she can recovered soon. Love her~

What being annoy me is just something emotional. But I believe from the strength of Lord, I can be strong. Amen. I was sing very loud off the lyric "when I weak, U strength are with me FULLY" after prayer meeting. Pastor shout at me, u are no more weak. Yes, I am no more weak, I am being renew.

Had a good short chat with a friend just now. Hope she can get rid all of the matters she is facing. Lord, please lead her all the way she is. U are with her.

End of day, thanks God

2010年2月15日

today is a holiday. Was wake up and starting to do all sorts of houseworks. wash clothes, wash toilet, mop floor, sweep floor, tidy up. Went to Pastors's house then, playing with Ivan, Timothy, Andrew. Si Mu take out rojak, we ate together. Have a great fellowship.

Had dinner with ban ban group again. But this time, one of the brother didn't managed to attend. Miss his voice so much in the group. Well, ah jie bring her two children to replace him. And they are cute. I love children so much. hehe.

We went Desa Park City to celebrate Maggie's birthday. haha. this gal, keep saying don't do this, don't do that. But we still sing her a song, blow her a candle, and ask her to open present. Had a special mug and photo frame for her. Wishing her, a blessed birthday.

- Maggie, happy birthday -

- mug for maggie jie -

Whole day quite high, enjoy. Enjoy the fellowship with Pastor and Si Mu and also those classmates. Although I had certain to worry in the whole day, still, I want to get rid with t

2010年2月14日

陆陆续续过了20多年的情人节。。。但还是老样子，还是自己一个人在过。。。

曾经的我，充满期待进入21岁，

但21岁过了，不知怎的，生命似乎停顿下来。

告诉自己，不要停顿，要往上爬。。爬。。爬

上帝说：不要惊动爱情，等他自己情愿。。

是的，现在的我，应该专注在应该专注的。。

完成神在我生命中的呼召。

神哪，你会预备，你会预备，

我要等候，我要等候你！

2010年2月13日

awake at 9something and went out earlier to 1U to search ah jie's present. Hmm, at the end, I couldn't buy something I wish to, but at least still almost what I want. Meeting ex classmate, Li Ting then and had lunch and we went to church together.

my drinks, a special drink

We have CNY fun days in youth today. I was one of the winner of among 6. Got RM10 ang pow. hehe. lucky girl. After that, we have our potluck time. I help Raymond cut the chicken in the office, it was PAINFUL where the bone of chicken is hard while the knife is not sharpen enough. We have another slot of CNY celebration with the adults after that. Many foods and too many foods. Getting an ang pow again in God's word. Rom 12:1, a verse that I needed very much for the situation. Anyway, ENJOY!

good friend- love

Hiding in office to chat with Li ting and celia. Felt all of us are growing where we have different frustrated. While one of them need to enroll in FULL TIME working edi. Love the ways chit chatting with them, sharing each moment. LOVE!

We went to Tropicana then. For a movie by Andy, "I know woman's heart". NICE! but it showns a woman's heart indeed. Shud said it shows my heart. haha. but quite enjoy.

chinese greetings

3 ji mui, best friend

words of God for me-

Zhen Bin, this guy, very funny~chatting with him awhile during the meal section, but shocked when heard that I was one of the people he is respecting. Touch with his advice where he dun wish to see me fall down. yes, I will take it and continue life in Jesus christ. No turning back! Keep it ahead to inspire more and more kids and teenage to follow Jesus.

Lord, in the end of the day, I just wish to shouted to u, whereby, I want to LOVE YOU MORE MORE MORE in my life in the entire day. CONTROL me, LEAD me, GUIDE me, TAKE OVER me, all my tots, my family, my relationship, careers, study. YOU ARE ALL I NEED!

A prayer to a girl

was quite sad when think of this. Yesterday accidently listen something from a conversation between John Mah's mom and an uncle. The uncle is one of my cell member's dad. This little girl is simply a normal girl, but I think the challenges she need to been through is what double of what we been.

Fr the conversation, uncle said that her wife don't give her any chance while just escaping the marriage problem they need to face. He said that he is not intend to build a second family while he is giving her best to save the marriage, but seem failed. My heart was sank when heard that and keep questioning why do this can happen in a family that is serving God. how do the children be in one day?

John Mah's mom is console him that must wait in God time. I agreed this indeed. may be this is the only solution., But after this, I set my mind to constantly pray for this family, until I wanted to see a restore, renew in this family. Lord, give them strength, give the children strength, let them to be in You everytime so that they won't leaving the calling in their life. Lord, help them, lead them!

2010年2月12日

Today awaken at 10 something. Breakfast with mom and sis and we went to Carrefour. I bought 3 small bags and also a perfume for myself. hehe.

reach home at 1pm. Goshhhh. Day go on with preparing things for children class. At abt 3 something only realize I prepared wrong topic. But thanks God, still managed to done all on the time and go to church.

having a great dinner with Ivan, Siao, Esther Mah and Xiu Zhen in PJ. Here are our dinners.

~taufu~

~salt fish steam pork~

~xiao bai cai~

all meals for 5 ppl

Teaching upstair tonight. Having a good time with kids. Ee Onn, Samuel, Yee Song, Ivan Hiew, Rachel, Joey, Oon Hei, Reanne. Love them. Today we learn Matthew 5:44. Love your enemies.

Well, after service, went to song beng house. They are playing cards games. I left earlier cause want to blog. yea

2010年2月11日

Today is a school off. Was awaken at 11 something. A good rest I have. Unfortunately, was bringing out by a group of friends to Puchong Neway. Had a 5 hours section there! love especially when sing those CNY and christian song. At least it won't felt depress or sad!

天天都是好天
福气  握在你手掌
我要紧紧跟随你
我在这儿  等着你回来
之高的爱尽见于刺穿的手

After that we went tuck's house for bai nian. Had a good fellowship with his group of students! Then I continue yum cha with one of my ex-collegue, received a mug designed by her. A nice mug! having a good fellowship de. Well, looking forward to tomorrow where is my 1st time go upstair for children class this year! yea.!

a special mug from a friend ~

2010年2月10日

Today was a surprise but great day. Early in the morning, PK1 ask us see him! ANd he told us that one of us need to go to afternoon session. I was so upset when heard that but ready for any changes going to make from school management.

At the end, at around 10 something. It had decided that I will need to go after certain "discussion" that I don't think it's consider. I was totally dislike where the "discussion" about. where people seem purposely made thing unclear. haizzz.

Well, after I knew that, I still managed to live my life well. As for me, as long as still be teacher, I am satisfy. But most come to my surprise, one of the classes I am teaching, 5S, they give me a unforgettable memory that they requested me join along with them for their party. Again, I see how I play the role of ambassador for Christ in the field that God measure to me. Every each of my conversion experience that I shared to them, they are remember well. 

I have still much story to tell them. But the time is disallow everytime. Although the changes turn from confirm to unconfirm now, but I still Thanks God for them as part of me. Is them, let me see how useful I am for God. Thanks God! thanks Abba Father!
Some of the photos I have with my students!

2011年2月9日

晴天

可以说又是忙碌的一天。早上，上课。非常喜欢地方研究节，和5S班综观了马来西亚各旅游胜地，也跟4W班看了不同国家的建筑物特征。最高兴的事有学生竟说，老师，因为你我们爱上了地方研究！说真的，我还真喜欢地方研究。可以考虑在师训时选修这科！嘻嘻！

下午，和一位久别的中学朋友见面，有一个预想之外的交谈，觉得自己很蒙恩，因为还有一个属灵同伴可以一起成长！很喜欢这样的交谈。

回到家里，也跟一位意想不到我会跟他再次这样投缘地谈天的人。毕竟，觉得他以前对我似乎有了一点误会！但原来都是错觉吧！也许只是一些的闲聊，但打从心里，觉得非常欣慰，也释放了很多！希望彼此“再续前缘”，我是说友情啦！俗语说，知己难求，刚刚说过的两个朋友真的在我生命中占很大的部分，影响、带领、安慰、帮助、扶持、鼓励我很多！

今天也去了祷告会，被神的爱很深得着，哭了！师母递了一张纸巾给我，然后问了我一道我不会回答的问题，在这一两年里，是谁在给你advice？为什么你可以一下很火热，一下很冷淡？好好去想一下！我顿时又不知道要怎样？牧师后来也坐在我隔壁为我祷告。风雨不改，坚定相信神！

赶了祷告会，就去见几位小学同学，找到一位和自己很相像的一位老朋友，大家很投缘！一个美好的团聚！朋友，感恩有你们！

2011年2月8日

晴天

今天如常到校上课。又是忙碌的一天！但在我上最后两节，就是5S班的公民节时，发生了一件趣事。当我进到班时，全班人站了起来拍手、喝彩、欢呼！我顿时傻了一下，第一个念头闪过的是，我是否进错班，还是今天是愚人节？原来他们以为我会在新年后离开，但看到我进班时，他们很开心！顿时觉得自己很受欢迎！嘻嘻……

表叔叔与婶婶，还有表姐今天来我们家拜年。很好的团聚！非常不一样！

晚上原本要去一位朋友家拜年，但他因为食物中毒不能招待我们。所以，我就如常我的不惜时间表！这就是我的今天，不特别来得又特别！年初六就这样过去了！

Laugh

Many serious things are going on in this world, and we need to be aware of them and prepared for them. But at the same time we need to learn to relax and take things as they come without getting all nervous and upset about them. We need to learn how to enjoy the good life God has provided for us through the death and resurrection of His Son Jesus Christ (see John 10:10). In spite of all the troubling things going on around us in the world, our daily confession should be, "This is the day the Lord has made. I will rejoice and be glad in it."

Something we Christians need to do more of is laugh. We tend to be so heavy about everything—our sin, expecting perfection from ourselves, our growth in God, our prayer life, the gifts of the Spirit, and memorizing Bible verses. We carry around such heavy burdens. If we would just laugh a little more—be ofgood cheer, "cheer up"—we would find that a little bit of laughter makes that load much lighter.

In the world we live in there isn't a great deal to laugh about so we will need to do it on purpose. It is easy to find plenty to worry about. To be happy, we need to work on it a little. We need to laugh and have a good time.






- Joyce Meyer -

2011年2月7日

晴天

早上，重回工作岗位上班！原本已经有八节了，临时一位老师又告假，所以得带多两节。连续上了十节，累坏了！

回到家，原本想找牧师师母拜年，但由于没伙伴，取消念头！朋友约我看电影，对周杰伦没有什么好感拒绝了他们，就在家里好好休息！

小舅舅就在这时到访，给了我个大红包。但由于太累，我还是跑回房去睡着了！

晚上，和家人到姑姑家拜年！看到一位很久没见的老师，已经升级为副校长了！姑姑拿了很多她和表姐、堂姐、大伯、表叔去海南岛的相片给我们看。很多不一样的回忆！爷爷失去多年的妹妹终于与大家重逢了！原来，我在中国还有很多亲戚噢！

Who are they? hmm, it my niece and nephew.! Cute? Yes they are! Every body is thinking how to entertain them each time they come. This is just 3 out of 8 I have!

She is Hui Xuan, 1 ++ years old. the youngest in the house!

Hui Xuan again- the ang pau seem bigger than her head

my oldest niece, Pei Wen. 7 years old.

My niece, Hong Hong, 3 years old!

CNY Big Family Dinner

It was our annual family dinner treated by my uncle. I enjoyed every year since I was a kids. Hmm, guess what the group is actually expanding! Last year, we have 3 tables but this year we have FOUR!! it is because of the nephew and nieces that are growing up and also cousins' boyfriends, it sure expands la. Here we go with some photos!

- This is my uncle's name -

- I carry there, it's super HEAVY -

- This ngam me -

~ haha, lou shang ~

- Ready -

- come on, more A, more salary -

~ 1st dish, 5 blessing come door ~

~`CHEER, Yam Sing ~

~ Teenages Tables ~

- Fish -

-  Prawn -

one more time Yam Sing fr cousin fr Singapore

We brought our own lychee there to add on, so that's much!

Haha, sing karaoke! Cousin, Auntie and mom!

My sis and cousin, singing FOREVER LOVE

Fun, enjoy, unforgettable. The teen group then went to 1U for movie (I love Hong Kong). We love CNY, We miss CNY, we enjoy CNY! 

CNY 3rd day breakfast!

Phone was encountered some problem, so I upload it late!

- Hoo Fen -

- Hot Milo -

忆起一首歌曲，

好想好想，好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
踏遍万水千山
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CNy 3rd day

This noon was a rainy day for me! I CRIED!

After I had my lunch, I washed the dishes of whole family. After that, I took out a can of Pepsi from the refrigerator and sat down again to chit chat with cousins and uncle auntie and also my parents.

During the conversation, mom was actually complained me that I didn't support her in the family financial. She said each month I will tell her the SAME thing that I dun have much money to give. It was in truth that I don't have any income in this coming 4 months due to the post I am having. Meanwhile, I still need to pay all course fees, installment of myself. I take out money from bank and never get a cent from her for that! In a ZERO income, I still take out money for her for CNY. But I couln't understand a single WHY do she say so? WHY she compare? WHY she can't understand? WHY she make such statements?

She said even in this 2 years, I was already like that. Then if I want to pursue my Master, how long do she need to wait? I told her very serious, Degree is very usual now, and everybody have it. She don't get me, she don't know what I want? She never asked me what I want? everything need to go according what she want? Don't she can know? Don't she know about my financial situation?

I do give her a little but not much every month. But she never get satisfy and even thank u with that! I don;t mind with the thanks, but at least please understand me! She express her dissatisfy to my cousins, uncle aunties, they did explained to her. Even the outsiders can understand me better. But she still that STUBBORN STUBBORN! I tahan my tears and went in to toilet and I know she realised but she didn't say anything.

After that, I leave the crowd and went into the room. I have a thousand of WHY in my mind that is unanswerable. I don't know, I don't know who I shall talk to! SHE HURTS ME! I am in dilemma, emotional now!

它

渐渐地，它似乎变质了。。。

慢慢的，好像越来越远！

从这里到那里，

开跑线已看不见了，

尽头又不知还有多远，

我开始彷徨。。。开始不知道

希望你能好好看待，

然后给我一个交代。

不要让我痴痴等待，

等待一个没有结果的期待。

我真的很渴望，

也带着极大的盼望，

但又怕你让我失望，

所以不敢带着太大的期望！

我不知是否越踩越深，

其实可能也是，

但却发觉不能自拔，

只好选择把它交托！

现在的我心情复杂，

我不想再沉沦、再无乱思想，

希望你也如此，不要为此烦恼，

一起面对、一起擦干眼泪、一起走下去，

去看见生命中另一线希望，另一个明天！

I was just playing this- PIANO in the house. 7 white 5 black.! Cousins are all went out for pak tor. Left me with the adults and the kids. Everyone is busy with their phones, PC, games, and me too. Facebook, piano and blogging is my day of today.

But still, I felt enjoy as I was really like to be here. No stress! But my emotional is just keep my mind shut! Oh New Year! New Year!