25/12/11@christmas

Merry Christmas..
Today is Christmas. Everybody will make a wish when Christmas is arriving.
As we believe the new year come!

today what I receive from God is FAITH, HOPE, LOVE..
this was so so great..

I had my own Christmas wishlist too..

this year, I make a special wishlist to God.
And it was a just remain a SECRET btw me and God..!
GOd, make it happen and miracles for me.
I believe I am the blessed one..!

THANK YOU LORD.... for your born in the world had been a miracles for me..
I believe, I will have many many miracles happen on me soon...!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jesus..!

21/12/11@devotion

耶和華我們的主阿，你的名在全地何其美。你將你的榮耀彰顯於天。 (詩 8:1)

主啊，谢谢你让我学会在苦难中依靠你。虽然这苦难尚未过去，但孩子的心中是就是有莫名的喜乐。孩子心中天天充满感恩，因为你让孩子看见自己有何等的恩典，使我成为一个智慧人，有知识。我以认识你的典章为乐。阿们！

20/12/11@devotion

列王记下4：1-37
我们的器皿决定上帝油的份量！上帝不会把器皿连同油＂变＂给我们，但他先要我们为他预备器皿，好叫他能够倒油进我们的器皿。我们预备多少个器皿，他就准备多少的油！阿们！

19/12/11@devotion

那時，敬畏耶和華的彼此談論。耶和華側耳而聽，且有紀念冊在他面前，記錄那敬畏耶和華思念他名的人。 (瑪 3:16)

Lord, let me to serious in knowing Your name. Let our lives to live Your name up on high every time.

19/12/11@working life

Result had out. "Maaf, Nama anda tidak disenarai."

He said that all remaining gstt will be given new contract but with old condition. This is good news. But problem is, I have never received any contract yet, it mean? It let us vy blur... I read few languages of newspaper, but still vy blurrrr.

简简单单。这是我的祷告。教育部说15号，我就放长双眼等，怎知，15号是他说，19号会有揭晓。我就看你怎样横行。

明年的路，吃粥吃饭就看副首相和魏部长讲什么了。而我的决定就是，一旦临教的福利被夺走，如日薪计算薪水，公职金没有了，那我也会告诉他我没有了！

其实我的心很沉重，因为没有教会的任何人向我问问情况。至少，一个祷告，一个安慰也好嘛！所以，我更加不开心！每个人好像自己忙自己的东西。很怕很怕！主啊，让教会再热起来！

14/12/11@LIfe

Lord, I sincerely pray to You that lead me to be in Your way, not people way or my way...
cause I don't want to get lose with You, Lord...
Lord, You will teach me right?

Lord, there is so much of struggles inside me...
Can You clear them off too?

Lord, I wish to have great intimacy with You....
Can You help me to know You more?

Lord, I want to know You through Your words more,
You will teach me right?

Lord, please answer my prayers.
In Jesus' name I prayed, AMEN!

08/12/11@life

Lord, the gstt news had been spreading all over Malaysia. the whole Penisular Malaysia had been asked for taklimat in different date. Lord, this is serious issues on the children in Malaysia. But at the year of 2012, they have been neglected. Lord, why? why they can use children's future for that? Lord, how? Lord, what to do?

I am struggle. Lord.
what I shall do next, Lord?
Leave? Stay? Change job? Full time?

Lord, the calling seem earlier.
But, is that the time?

Lord, how?
How I am gonna tell my parents if that call is real?

Lord, what to do?
If I change job, what the suit one for me?

Lord, I had a lot of question marks. =(

06/12/11@home

Call to ppd today to enquiry on the vacancy of GSTT. And I got a disappoint ans.

"kami belum dapat borang gstt lagi, kemungkinan besar daerah kami sudah cukup guru."

Shocked and thank the operator in a polite way. Erm, disappoint at all

5/12/11@home

什么来的？为什么酱的？你哪里可以为了自己的利益和牺牲我们的前途。好没有保障叻！值不值得去呢？临教这条路真的很难走，很坎坷，很弯曲，很没有大志！

我们其实都很像服务下去，但似乎很刻薄。我们也是一班有负担的人，也要生活，你拿走我们的津贴，我们吃什么？你12月不给我们薪水，我们怎样开饭？

对不起，上帝。我真的对马来西亚失望了。我的心伤透，我不明白为什么那些说要为民服务的政治人员再搞些什么。

28/11/11@Langkawi

Who can show me the way?! What I should do now? What is my passion now? Can anyone give me the BEST solution?

其实，我还不知要怎样走我的事业路。到底当临教还是不当呢？

临教的新闻满天飞，到底有多个人会关心在这行业的受害者？学生！

心里真的很失望，不是伤心，是失望！但没有办法，相信神，依靠神，就是最好的方法！

On the mountain of the LORD it will be provided. -Genesis 22:14-

19-22/11/11 "FIRST TIME" in my life@Phuket

Hi. I just back fr Phuket. There is so many FIRST TIME there. Hehe

1. My FIRST TIME to go oversea.
2. My FIRST TIME to go in temples.
3. My FIRST TIME to watch Thai girls show. (oh my God, I can say, it was so ermmm, out of my expectation)
4. My FIRST TIME to eat pork hamburger (where hard to get in Malaysia)
5. My FIRST TIME for snorkelling, jump water, feeding fish in such near distance.
6. My FIRST TIME to play canoe.
7. My FIRST TIME to ride on tut tut car. (FREE some more)
8. My FIRST TIME drunk for continuos two day.

Wow, wow. Thanks God for the trip!!!

13/11/11@sjk c chee wen fun fair

Great day but tired.
But it is valuable when v know that only fr teachers' counter already bring RM13000 selling. It's a wow

12/11/11@ kepong grace church

Was ina vy tired day bcz of the over9 prayer. But the urge to witness his graduation is burnt n i went there.

Yet, tis is he great man in my life. He has a Master in Civil Engineering fr Monash Australia, but today, he is my pastor.

This is another big day for him, where he graduate gain fr master of ministry. And all our youths are thr to support him. PS HIEW YEE ONN

3Nov@home

Sick jor. Haiz

28-30/10/11@Rawang

Had been in Rawang for 3 days for grandma passed away 3 years celebration. This was actually a significant day for all of us. As this is my grandma's wish.

But too bad, everything had turned wrongly. Seem everybody are FINE, OK, in their face, but actually we are jz keep quiet for certain thing.

I feel it was alright to have such stuffs when actually ppl having different view. But as they didn't point out nicely, n it will be a long long story then.

Well, everyone is actually tired n please bless our days then

28/10/11@Rawang

Rush to Rawang today for grandma funeral ceremony. So fast time had entered 3 years. I couldn't express the feeling now on how is the feel when I lose both of mu grandma 2 years ago in the same time.

I have another 2 nephew n niece after the two years. And another one is coming soon. And suddenly I felt how big is mu family. Heheeee

Well, there is a 3 days ceremony. I just pray that evthing goes well. Tired sleep!

28/10/2011@Sjkc chee wen

Today was CHILDREN DAY. The children were very happy and I got very FULL today with their food. I went to each class to take picture with them. I LOVE U ALL.....

27/10/2011@my day

Something stirred up my heart today and make me want to SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT.

The rejoice spirit fill in me today. I don't know why. And I just wish to shout out.

God is giving me this, Intimacy with God is the greatest privilege of a Christian. Well, this is very TRUE.

Wow, I just want to express the woes

22/10/11@NLRC

Love the moment with the children! Love them so so much!

21/10/11@cell group

Cell group time in Shi mu house. BU10 and also chatime. Hehe

20/10/11@sjk c Chee wen

6.40am knowing two ex colleagues will be post to our school. Vy happy, but 5 min, vy down.

10.05am, saw the 2 ex colleagues, and whole of our gang start worry. As we know, some of us got to go!!

11.05am GSTT, plz gathered at library af school.

12.35pm, meeting start and end 1.5hours later. Finally result out.

I realised, human is selfish include me. Sotong is given. Tears are there. But I felt, bee Lee said it correctly, no one is right or wrong here, ev1 just thought of the rice bowl only. Me too.

We do not know wht will be coming. But please, don't do that that sudden anymore. We are yet human with ambitious!!! Please

18/10/11@life

如果我要换工作，那我想我下一份工作就是回应上帝，成为全职服事他的人！求主给我热诚，让我在对的时候被呼召时，我会如圣经所说，放下所有的来跟从他

17/10/11@school

Seem war to in the school when the exam questions I prepared got a lot of problems. But finally solved, thanks God.

Anyway, this is the Melaka Nyonya Dumpling brought back by Yong Chang, my colleague! Thanks! And I just have it, NICE!!!

12/10/11@dai ka hou steamboat

Dinner with khai Yee

11/10/11@home

Was keep flashing back a question thrown by Shi mu. I ever heard people say, if God wants to do something, He will ask someone who really influence talk to u.

2 years ago, I told God, if You want me to serve You in full time, please ask
Shi mu talked to me, but in that particular year, God never answered me and I was enrol in a full time job layer.

After 2 years, the question finally come again, hmmmm, for now, don't know why, I have withdraw from the tot. Huhhhhhhh, what should I do for next?

11/10/11@SJK c Chee wen

Some standard 3 English project.

10/10/11@SJK c Chee wen

The project handled in by my students. They are sort of wonderful

9/10/11@house

I cried. Cause of too tired but no one can share. ;( lord, don't leave me alone

9/10/11@station 1&NLRC

Was slept at 6am today n wake up by 11am. That's why I am so tired.

Went to cheras for mts, af mts I seem like fainted down already. Went to station 1 for lunch.

Af lunch, Christmas drama practise in church, then vocal training. Guess what, right after the training, I run into my car n fly car back. Huh.

8/10/11 @ wong kok

yoo yoo. There is Wong Kok Char Can Teng in SS2. Where well known for birthday celebration in NLRC. I personal recommend the jelly ice-cream, very special and nice.!

Mushroom Soup

Jelly Ice Cream

French Toast

7/10/2011 @Lovely Disabled House

Volunteers day + October celebration with Lovely Disabled House friends. Wonderful and we have cell group with them!

My brother and his friends in Lovely Disabled House

The only kids in the day.

We are having dinner together

7/10/2011@ SJK (C) Chee Wen

Domino pizza lunch with collegue. To celebrate Yi lian's tmrw too. Congratulation Yi Lian, this is small blessing from us! Have an awesome moment! =)

Domino Pizza