不知道

惨了！

我又来有压力了！

请你们不要给我压力，可以吗？

Love

刚才把自己放在祷告里面。原本的我，只想为自己那复杂的心情来祷告，希望自己能从主耶稣那儿得些力量，能够在现在的光景里继续走下去。

喔，正当我在祷告时，奇妙的是，我祷告到一半，我的祷告词变了。我开始为灵魂来祷告，我一边哭，一边祷告，一边祷告，一边大哭，觉得自己整个人丰丰富富地在神的同在里，就在哪里呼求耶稣！

我看到很多失丧的灵魂，正如有一首歌一样，他们正在角落头发抖，不知生命的去向。因此，我祈求神，给我一个机会，站在他们中间说话。我为着灵魂的热诚不要因为任何的事情中断。我要更爱耶稣，同时，我也要更爱灵魂。

我爱你们！

CHANGED

in a christianity lives, I realized there is really many things to learn.
Over just a day of today, I learned a lot from different happenings, people, situations.
AND each experience tell us we are actually got to learn new thing already.

When looking at Pharisees in the bible, sometimes I will think that I am one of them.
My thoughts are God's words but my heart are not.
In such way, I will need to look back how Jesus live with God's words in thoughts and heart and action.

AND I learned,
no matter where Jesus go, He serve various of people.
No matter he os she is blind, deaf, sinner, enemy and etc.
His love to them seem never fail.
well, now look at ourselves,
do we really like those Pharisees in the bible??

I lose a lot of my friends in my secondary life.
They used to be very close to me,
spending time study together, go pasar malam together,
having big events together, singing k together,
bbq together, yam cha together and etc.
but those memories had been HISTORY when I started to said:
    No, sorry. I have prayer meeting
    No, Sorry. I have church service
    NO, sorry. I have something to do in church

when time go on, they won't sms u anymore,, no!

Therefore, I tell myself, I need to walk out fromt this trap and win people continuously in HIs Kingdom.
AMEN!

Fly

I wish to fly from here.. If I can :)