Encounter Camp (27-28 August)

I was back from Genting this morning 3am, and I was said, this is a good camp! Although I just managed to attend one day, but I felt satisfy with that to spend the time with fewer of them, especially my cele members.. Eating with them, listened sermons with them, sleeping with them. I love Peace Heaven!!

And what I am grateful is I get to know this pair of Holy Couple, Ps Lay and his wife. They are ssuch a model couple that I ever meet. Especially Ps Grace, her heart is really a woman's heart. She make clothes for her husband, cut her husband hair, learn cook dishes for her husband, delighting her husband's mom.. I was so surprise there are a such perfect woman in the earth! I hope I could be like her. Yet, I know, I shud always get ready myself for my best and the only one husband! He is coming to my life sooner! haha..

Well, over their ministry, I could ate their ministry fruits. I believe, not only me, is everyone there in the camp! And this is what we always as a minister seeking for- people could eat the fruits on our tree, and they will happy with those fruits they are bitten. Their ministry reminded me to always bear fruit in the spirit, serving God with a longing for fruitful life. I was so blessed with what they sharing indeed!

Another thing I realize is my passion towards the children. I have been appointed to a doom that have 4 kids inside out of 19 people. And 4 kids are mutiple, they brought their group of people come and jump in my double tackle beds and singing, dancing, laughing, distribute sweets together, games.. I was like oh my God!! But then I didn't stop them just ask them to turn down their volume, as Jesus said, dun stop the children. This is their lifestyle! haha.. The most suffering is the kids are party-ing when I need a nap. In that moment, I really seek help from God, at the end, they said this, Jenny che che is very tired, so better we turn down our voice, I was so grateful with them and their appearance make my life lighting! I love them as my children too ==) Their conversation keep flown in me always making me prouf of having them! haha..

kids and me! they are thong, Joey and hui Ying!

she slept beside me!

this is me!

Here are some photos I will uploaded. Hope this will always be my memories to couraage me up for the better tomorrow in some days.. I believe each experience I am been through now is a breakthrough for me! and this ask me to learn, and I was benefit after each time. Rom 8:28! yeaH.. add oil, Jenny!

Ps Tryphena with NLRC Childrens

Here are the picturea I promised! Wonderful!

Pastor Tryphena asking Berlinda for demo..

Children are paying their 100% attention!! Dun talk dun talk, jenny che che and team are looking at u!

the one with long hair, dressed in green and white, wearing name tag is me!!

demo!! We can hold hand after asking for permission!! dun simply hold people's hand!

See?! they are good! I love them!

生活

已经早上两点多了，但我还是非常活跃！期待着就要开始的经历神营会，有点好担心 = 兴奋的感觉。期待神要在我们的里面要成就的工作，恨不得打开自己，赤裸裸地在神面前，毫无保留地把心里面所挣扎已久的，通通都卸给上帝，不要带下来！

神哪，我知道你托着了孩子的每一颗眼泪，我真的很想找到我生命中的以利亚，在我生命最不知所措、最枯干、最无助、最想要有肩膀时，给我一个及时的拥抱、关怀、鼓励！我不敢向人敞开，唯独文字可以成为我的抒发工具。至少，透过文字，我找到我自己的日记，就在哪里，我把我的开心、伤心变成文字，然后这些文字就会好像音符般地飘起来！真的，透过文字，我找到了一个让我抒发的对象。

生活中面对种种的压力，家庭往往是让我流眼泪的，因为这个家多么的需要耶稣的爱。第二是服事，小组组员面对的问题，就好像是我的问题一样。但相信，神透过眼泪再次地提醒我，我只是耕耘的，要依靠上帝，遵守上帝的话语！等候上帝，才是最重要的！因为等候耶和华的，就必重新得力，如鹰展翅上腾！

让我最感恩的是我的工作和学业，因为在这两方面，我都会尽我的最好、尽我的可能去做到最好。从小，我就抓住这一点，如果我的成绩不比别人好，我就不能够为主作见证！其实，我的成绩绝对不会比他们好，但是我却深信，当我在努力时，是耶稣在背后为我默默祷告、为我加油！=)

我不能去想象没有耶稣的生活！耶稣就是我的一切、我的答案！

children church 24 Aug 2010

today ia an awesome day. after tiring from meeting then joyful day, night time is most i appreciated the most- children church. i felt each time my heart is rejoice with strength when talk abt children in our church, although in tired. They are awesome, great, obey, cute.

The class start at 8pm with Pastor Tryphena Low in us. her sharing is awesome! every kids are attracting on what she shared and even responsed to her very good. She shared abt love today and bodies as the creation of God to our kids, I would said, everybody including the teachers are beneficial for that, even myself!

She used games for an ice-break and she did use demonstrates, storys, slide shows to tell the kids to prevent from unnecessary hurts indeed in our daily especially in boy and girl relationship. =) This is a need while I am a class teacher..

We end it by prayers with yabisi's prayer. And this is the time I see children's truely heart. they are willing to give when they are blessed.. this is the habit that each children shall have. A given heart =) I need to learn again from children.

I will uoload some pictues when i got them !

I have been to watch this movie today at Dream Centre. At first, I don't feel like going although I have a ticket in my purse already. I just decide to go this morning. And I was said, it's fanstastic and thanks God to let me be there..

The movie start with a warmest invitation from 2 artist (I not really know them), but I thanked God at the moment in my heart that God had placed them among the artist to glorify =) After that, we have 2 songs of worship by Prof Yap and her team.. then it's the time Ps Jaeson Ma come to the stage and share a little bit about this movie.

The movie came to climax when started to shown! I was see 6 countries which is on the revival train now, and those countries are in Asia. They are China, Korea, Hong Kong, Taiwan, Singapore and Indonesia. God had turned all the impossible to the possible one.. I was like burn in my heart, what I can do for this land that God had given me.. Ps Jaeson Ma tell us, this movie is not just a show, but a calling to all Christian. he ask us to get ready for that..

I said, yes Lord, reveal Your will tru this movie.. there are some sharings I grab:
- A christian doesn't bring people to encounter God, is empty.
- We are to live for Malaysia and die for Malaysia
- When u are in more understand abt the greatness of God, the next step is think about ways to share and tell people.
- When u become Christian, u r never think of to be example to others. But in such a way, u are already example to the other.
- Not about your life, but His mission
- Everything GOd given, it's not for you, but for His purpose.
- Daniel live his life of pray, fast, passion, faithful
- Sacrifice what u love for the salvation

We have 3C's
- Culture
- Creativity
- Christ Jesus

what we should do?
- Pray
- Go
- Send
- Mobilize..

Each of the words are on my heart now! =) and the most grateful thing I would to thank is, my best fren, Li ting had accepted the Lord.. she meet God in such a way that I was also surprised with that! thanks God again =)

Cell members! =)

was read many things on the website just now.. got good and bad de,,
but dun talk bad thing, i was appreciated when i read one of my cell members'post! she talk about her dad, mom, sibling, best friends.. And most come to my surprise is, she include my name in her blog.. and from there only I realize, I have a great character disciple =) u know why? from the way she wrote the whole thing, knowing she is an appreciated type pf person..

This girl is actually impacting a lot in my lives through the blessing life she live out! I hope she really can grow in her spiritual healthy in the way of growing, so that Jesus always be the answer for all her problems.. Through the way she speak, and even her lives, I saw Jesus is keep characterizing her to become more like Jesus.. She never fail to tell her friends about Jesus in her lives.. People might questioning her, why u go church so often, she cried when she tell me this.. perhaps, she can't answer them.. and i know, this is because Jesus is really live to her life, and she had put church as part of her life.. She even posted church logo in her blog..well, i can said, she is the most mature Junior youth i have seen among the group.. she is great!

well, i thanks God that i have a group of Junior Youths who supporting me whenever i need them. Although my time is pack and I couln't spend my time out with them personally, they never give up in attending cells, never stop to encourage me always.. =) girls, i juz have my prayers to God, that u all are walking within His plan, never give up in serving, learn to deal with God everytime crisis come.. Be shine like stars upon where u all standing, testify jesus wherever u all are in.. Jesus never fail!! =)

I was get touched with this photo just now after my frstrated mood!! some how i felt she is me.. Well, pray over myself now for that! Get well soon, Jenny! =)

lose

It was long time i didn't blogging.. huh,, I think this is the only place I can write what is inside my heart =)
I was felt frustrated always when think of that! I hope I never participate it.. Haizzzz, i also dunno what the decision I should take. Either any of them also I felt furious.. But no way for me to express, I don't have way out, unless still TAHAN tAhAn!!

Who can understand me??

=)