COUNTRY - Malaysia

Just now I went to GLOBAL PRAYER MEETING.. Can't use word to describe what I am feeling now. Just felt excited. I was like just went to a conference this few days..

The 1st day is A4J Prayer Meeting on last two days. I think it was the the most unforgetful A4j prayer meeting I have seen before. Because we never expect that the hall will be overflow and even, more than overflow. As the number of people attend is more than our church service, and the point is, most of them are YOUNG PEOPLE who will take tis land.. Amen!! Some more hor, some of them were coming with their school uniform. I guess they just finish school. I was so shocked with their enthusiasm in the prayer!!

Wel, we have a great worship from Esther and Song Beng and their team. Wonderful and enjoy in the presence of God although I still need to serve as computer control!!

And this morning, I was listened to Pastor Lawrence preaching on the mission week in Cheras, cause Y'day Im serving children in PJ. It was another good sermon. And what is touching me is the life of those kids in the video clip. And clinging back what Pastor Lawrence sharing, I felt that what Im doing now is just very very little. Well, i think I need to back to the Lord for that and really pray that I can walk another miles for God!! Give me strength O lord.

Well, come back to the title. I was so touched when God ask me this question when we prayed for Malaysia. How many times u will think of Malaysia when u pray alone? I was stunned there and started to think, well, my ans is very less!! And there's an urge inside my heart and ask me, then what for u just pray for ur land just in the service like that.. How much u spend on to pray for the country needs?? I was really repend for that.. Cause I can't count the frequent of my prayers upon the country, not bcz of I too often to pray, but is bcz of i very vey less to pray!! Abba, forgive me! I will pray more for the country starting from now. Until Malaysia is born in me!Amen!

Jenny, Don't waste your time

Actually i shall blog this last nitez, but because of the poor line, therefore I give up and give myself a good sleep~

Never mind, here I am again!! yea!!

Mom is asking me a question Yesterday morning about how I am gonna to celebrate my 21st birthday? I tell her I am no idea about that! she just said that u try to think about that, as 21st Birthday is just have ONCE only in everyone's life...>>>>>>>

Suddenly, Im STUNNED!! Oh ya, Im getting 21 years old soon. Although in my mind i clearly know that I am 21, just dunno why I will shock when I listen that.. It was like keep questioning me this question.. DO u know u are 21 years old edi???

My mind couldn't answer that actually!! But I knew, I have do nothing in the 21 years old.. Really NOTHING AT ALL.. Sometimes, would really felt very tired being so in such life that seem like no means.. I would really hoope I can put down all things in Malaysia and leave another country for may be a week or a month to really quiet myself. And my 1st choice is, Korea.. Which I had longing it for years... Korea, I would come and visit u one day, and the day will be soon and soon.. I love the prayer atmosphera there la..

Well, I need to really grab the time la.. Since I felt myself doing nothing..

Last 2days, I sent Esther a message about my receiving. I start my message with this words: "Today reap", what i told her is about my receiving on the words of God. I hope that sooner, each of us will tell the leaders about the "story of today reap", but is on how many sould have receive the salvation. I think this day also sooner!! Yea. Amen!!

We will never see the result until we step the first step out! Acts 29

5月16日的祷告

祷告在主你的面前

因你说祈求就得着 寻找的就寻见

叩门 你就为我开门

因你说 全世界惟有你 万事都可能

我高举双手将心献上迫切寻求你

当我深渴慕你爱你我的神

当你奇迹一日不彰显 我心就不满足

只想看见你大能降临我们中间

我献上感谢 你为我所做一切

深知道你永不改变 经历你每一天

我献上祷告 祷告你成就大事

愿等候你所应许的那日来到

 

-约书亚团队-那日

 

刚才在祷告时，这首歌就在脑海里，连忙找了这首歌，感觉每一个字，就好像是生命中对神的呐喊一样！

上帝，我知道过去的几个月我好像退步了，甚至我也没有想过要选择他出来，不但如此，我还选择逃避。上帝，对不起！

 

但现在的我，要选择重新调整自己，准备自己在进入新的里程碑。但我需要一个愿意监护着我成长的以利亚，求你差派他来到我的生命中。我愿意接受神给我的严厉装备！

装备的路程不好走，也没有人告诉我这条路很容易，其实，就这就是依靠神的道路。我不想与你的国度脱节，我要赶上这一列火车！！

 

求你帮助我，我要看见神迹就在我的生命里，使我成为你的器皿。我不求做那被重用的，但我求我要时常为你装水倒水的那一位！

耶稣，我抓住你得不够，我要更加抓住你！！

 

 

OVERCOME!!

Was is a very frustasted mood now.. Dunno by what reason??

Was finding a way out... Hope I can overcome it and find out the reason and said to the problem in the name of Jesus.. As such mood is really annoying.

Wel, I think I bette back to His words.. Overcome spirit!! thanks God!!