Hi, WELCOME.. There are just some happenings over my life that I would like to share with. No offense, no complain, just way to express my heart in words here.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Reborn

this phrase was coming again in my mind today...
I was praying for some leaders today in my prayer this morning before i going to work..
Before the prayer, I just tot wanted to bless the leaders, but something in my heart felt that it's not enough and I continue my prayers..
After few seconds, my tears dropped but my prayer doesn't stop!! My tongue like keep prAying and my tears are just drop and drop..

After the prayers, I STUCKED there for awhile.. And i asking, what had happened ah? I would believe that the spirit of God is strongly in the midst of my prayers just now.. This is actually is my CONFIRMATION on something from the Lord.. It forced me to seek the Lord in a highest palace.. Therefore, God had prepared me something tomorrow!! And I able to response it... I hope I can really work it out then...


the Lord allow a reborn in me!! I love you Jesus!!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Tortoise & Snail

This is a TOROISE.. ..


This is a SNAIL.. ..
What do you will think off when people are mentioning these two animal?
Definitely, is SLOW right?
Yup, they like to climd.. as they dun have leg..
During the prayer meeting just now, a song lead told us abt the vision he saw..
He said that he saw a tortoise is climbing with its shell, and it had wound on its body..
He asked to imagine, how suffering the tortoise is if climbing with the wound...
On the moment, I have some tot came into my mind too.. ..
It's abt SNAIL!!
Today, Im teaching my Std 2 students a new word - "SNAIL" in mandarin..
And a student raise his hand up, and ask me one question.. ( He likes to ask those weird question indeed, and his question always bring fun to the class)
He's asking: "Teacher, may i ask, since the snail had already climbing that slow, y it still want to carry the shell leh?
And I just ans his question like this, bcz.. .. ..
"This is God's creation 2give it protection..
But then, during the p&w, I recalled this scene again...
God told me, u r just like that snail... walking slowly slowly>>>>>
I give u the shell is to protect you.. just like ur spiritual covering from ur spiritual parents...
I was thanked God that I had few spiritual parents who support me all the ways along...
Never think that u r slow because of the shell...
Think it in this way, the spiritual covering is to let u go further~~
Bless you!!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

P.U.S.H

P.U.S.H stand for Pray Until Something Happen.
This is the 2nd time in the week God told me this sentence.. 1st is in Pastoral Conference on Tue and 2nd is the A4J Prayer Meeting just now...
There was some happening before the A4j meeting started. And I need to talk on phone outside. During the conversation, I was deeply felt a type of not peace inside me... .... But I think is God had ended the call Himself without hurting her..
And I back to the hall and start to worship the Lord... >>>>> I felt a liitle bit heavy in my heart. And I start to pray in tongue..
Until we said we pray for our frens that still dunno what they doing.. We must be John the Baptist to tell them to repend as the His Kingdom is near.. And I start to understand what is at P.U.S.H and REVIVAL COSTS U EVTING!!
Only prayer can made the opportunity of change.. =)
Then I start to get inside the presence of the Lord in the worship.. I found it very wonderful indeed to stay inside the presence of the Holy Spirit... After when I am on my way back home, I start to step out the faith toward a cg member on her spiritual life recently.. Holy Spirit was with me and I felt the follow up had difference... Im thinking.. this is P.U.S.H..
Sometimes, we tot that we are the faithful servant if we doing this and that ministry. But zgod told me, It's absolutely wrong, we need to stay in her presence by PRAYER. Until the time God allow it to move, the great mountain will be moved. Just keep on ur work on PUSH only.. Amen

Thursday, March 18, 2010

SOAR LIKE EAGLE


就是少年人也要疲乏困倦,强壮的也比全然跌倒。但那等候耶和华的必重新得力。他们必如鹰展翅上腾;他们奔跑却不困倦,行走也不疲乏。(赛40:30-31)
I went to Pastoral Conference in the last two days.. I just tot that I going there just for the ministry I am having. But my God is the only GOd that still talking!!

During the service, the PAstor shared about the title of FAITH. I've heard this for I think thousands time. haha.. But God told me something, not ASK, is TOLD..

He said: "Jenny, u not yet live out your FAITH"..

I was get STUNNED...
Oh, God.. To where I can hide you? You know my everything!!
Only You, that know the tot in my deepest heart..

I've been response very well in the service of His servants from oversea. Especially seeing His faith in serving the Lord, Building the Church, Raise Up people even in Turki, and some countries that you will never think of God's movement is there very strongly..

During the altar call, I have a divide appointment with God... ... ...
And I would very thanks God for that short moment..
God had raised me up from a tiring eagle, He taught me how to FLY AGAIN...

I've been listen to Eagle's story for few times, but this is the time I felt I soar like an eagle in the sky...

In the altar call,
I have actually have a deepest calling which I still need time to be prayed for it.. I know, God had preparing the way for me.. As He is my WAY, my LIFE, my TRUTH..

Therefore, I've made a decision in front of the God..
I want to have a deeper relationship with Him..
Like what I posted in my facebook...

我要比去年更爱耶稣,因为耶稣比去年更爱我了!!Amen....

Im the BLESSED Jenny Lee Lian Wei!! =)